tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85550898979182829602024-03-13T10:38:37.945-05:00holding little handsBrittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.comBlogger212125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-89700082080345403192012-10-25T23:23:00.000-05:002012-10-25T23:23:06.480-05:00Holding Bigger HandsIn the years since I've written, those little hands I'm holding aren't quite as little anymore! Park is now 7 and Presli turned 3 last month.<br />
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And as they are growing each day, so is my love for being their mom. Just when I think I can't possibly adore them any more, I do! The days can be long, but the years are so short.<br />
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And that is exactly why I'm ready to once again record some memories of the journey along the way.<br />
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Hello, blog! It's good to be back.<br />
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Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com56tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-55535058584943272032010-09-02T14:41:00.000-05:002010-10-16T19:16:36.196-05:00Happy 1st Birthday, Presli!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLnk0TO0NxI/AAAAAAAACHM/SnqmfEByBSw/s1600/IMG_6106.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 256px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLnk0TO0NxI/AAAAAAAACHM/SnqmfEByBSw/s320/IMG_6106.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528701604740740882" /></a>Baby girl,<br /><br />Oh my sweet Presli, how did you already get to be one? This is your very first birthday love letter from Mommy. It seems like yesterday that I was praying, hoping, and believing God to bring your little life into existence. Wow, were you worth the wait! You have brought unspeakable joy into our family this past year. Our hearts are overflowing with love for you. <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLoLJYuaDpI/AAAAAAAACHk/pDQf9z_pKrY/s1600/Daddy%27s+girl+161.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLoLJYuaDpI/AAAAAAAACHk/pDQf9z_pKrY/s320/Daddy%27s+girl+161.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528743748434529938" /></a>From your gentle movements in the womb, to your very speedy birth (I was holding you in my arms just 30 minutes after arriving at the hospital!) and contentment as a newborn, everything about your first several months was pleasant as could be. You rarely cried, slept amazingly well, and enjoyed all the attention we lavished on you. Park was taken with you from the first time he saw you and spent most of his days by your side encouraging you to give him your first smiles and laughs. And indeed you obliged! <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLnZ3gMh5fI/AAAAAAAACG8/uUBAyWl1g5I/s1600/Picture+210.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLnZ3gMh5fI/AAAAAAAACG8/uUBAyWl1g5I/s320/Picture+210.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528689565132514802" /></a><br />Some of the things I remember most about those first months was how you loved to be swaddled, adored your car seat, pacifier, baths, and anything to do with watching Park. You spent many naps in your moses basket right in the middle of all the action. You chose an early bedtime right from the start and often slept in until 9. Usually I would wake you to eat right before I went to the bed and then you'd only wake to feed once before morning. I can't tell you how much I enjoyed looking over at you in the night and imagining all the plans God has for your precious life.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLoM81qI0CI/AAAAAAAACHs/rEbazOciWgA/s1600/one+month+presli+058.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLoM81qI0CI/AAAAAAAACHs/rEbazOciWgA/s320/one+month+presli+058.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528745731886207010" /></a>Months 3-6 were a little bit more challenging, mostly based on the fact that you seemed to get every little cold or illness going around. Even sick, your sweet demeanor shined through. When you were 5 months you got the Flu, RSV, and Pneumonia all right on top of each other. My heart broke to see you go through all that, but as little as you were, it became very evident that indeed dynamite comes in small packages. Sister, you are one tough cookie! <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TKNt1kpiPsI/AAAAAAAACGs/rqWE4JF2GCA/s1600/presli+5+months+0011.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 256px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TKNt1kpiPsI/AAAAAAAACGs/rqWE4JF2GCA/s320/presli+5+months+0011.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5522378335224741570" /></a><br />Your first tooth popped through at 4 months and by 7 months you were crawling at lightning speed and pulling up on anything you could find. You did the traditional crawl, but often went so fast you wouldn't put one of your knees down or even bear crawled long distances. We liked to call you Miss Pop Up because you would pull up on walls, tables,, the dishwasher, a box of diapers, and even other babies. You preferred standing to sitting, even in the bath tub. Before you could stand on your own, you would simply let go and lunge in the direction of where you wanted to go. Your falls and tough spills also earned you the name "Baby Boom Boom." You are one crazy, fearless, little girl!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TKNt1LE4xnI/AAAAAAAACGc/jmY8RKOkGaQ/s1600/IMG_5076.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TKNt1LE4xnI/AAAAAAAACGc/jmY8RKOkGaQ/s320/IMG_5076.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5522378328360142450" /></a>.<br />Month 7 to 11 were all about busyness. You love to wonder around and explore, but I'm shocked that we have not had a huge need to child proof lock anything. You like to pull out toys and clothes, but pretty much stay away from breakables. Other than standing in your highchair, you are quick to listen to a firm "No" and often react broken hearted if you feel we are upset with you. You adore people and would rather sing songs together are be interacted with than be off on your own. You are quick to smile, easy to make laugh and overall joyous to be with. I love that you are quick to come sit in my lap and constantly giving us hugs and kisses when we are not expecting it. However, when you are ready for a nap, you mean serious business. We often laugh that you can be playing contently and then within seconds of yawning, you immediately holler for your blanky, pacifier and crib. <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TKNt1VjBljI/AAAAAAAACGk/Kve4PpM-T6g/s1600/Presli+9+to+10+months+007.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TKNt1VjBljI/AAAAAAAACGk/Kve4PpM-T6g/s320/Presli+9+to+10+months+007.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5522378331170903602" /></a><br />Month 11 you took off walking and lets just say you might have a serious power walking career in your future. Apparently, you have places to go and people to see and no time to mess around. You often walk around, carrying items that are almost as large as you are. It is not a rare sight to see you wondering the house with 3 loveys and a large baby doll in hand. You ADORE baby dolls, and are especially fond of your lovey that is a doll with a blankey attached. If you can't find her, you will search high and low while calling out, "BAAAAABY!!!" until you stumble upon her. You are often quiet, babbling softly or making sweet cooing noises like "OOh OOh!!" as you point to new things. As quiet as you can be though, you actually say several words very well, such as "Momma, Dada, Bubba, Pop, Baby, Ball, Uh-Oh, Up, Hi, Night Night, Bye Bye, Tane Too (Thank You), and you adore blowing kisses and waving to anyone. You've also mastered climbing the slide from the bottom and sliding back down on your tummy (feet first). Looks like we have another climber in the family!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLo-fHaQuzI/AAAAAAAACIE/YH14q1HKmzc/s1600/IMG_6024-1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 256px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLo-fHaQuzI/AAAAAAAACIE/YH14q1HKmzc/s320/IMG_6024-1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528800196836768562" /></a><br />We thank the Lord for you, Baby Girl. You are a gift to our family and we do not take you for granted. I see so many incredible qualities in you and pray every day that God would use me to mold and shape you into all He desires you to be. I know there are big plans for your life and we count it as an honor that He entrusted us to raise you. You are a constant reminder to me of His faithfulness and hand on our lives. Someday, you will hold your own babies in your arms and only then will you comprehend the depth of my love for you! Happy First Birthday, my Presli Pie! You get sweeter each and every day.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLnZ3zg-OTI/AAAAAAAACHE/P55Fy-7pehw/s1600/Picture+420.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 262px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TLnZ3zg-OTI/AAAAAAAACHE/P55Fy-7pehw/s320/Picture+420.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528689570318530866" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-90805457786626478072010-08-14T15:03:00.009-05:002010-08-19T21:32:52.317-05:00Happy 5th Birthday, Park!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3Za2jlBjI/AAAAAAAACEs/qxp9NRYYYEk/s1600/Daddy%27s+girl+231.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3Za2jlBjI/AAAAAAAACEs/qxp9NRYYYEk/s320/Daddy%27s+girl+231.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507296974688552498" /></a>Bubby boo,<br /><br />I can hardly believe the grown up little boy in front of me is really you. You have matured so much since your fourth birthday. Last year at this time you were counting down the days until your baby brother entered the world. It just so happened when that moment finally arrived, she was actually your sweet baby SISTER instead! Oh, what a difference a year makes! Last week you told me, "Remember when I used to want Presli to be a boy? I was so silly, Mommy! I'm so glad God gave us a girl because I can't imagine life without my baby sister." <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3hbf9HXLI/AAAAAAAACFE/FMv6DGKP-s0/s1600/Daddy%27s+girl+122.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3hbf9HXLI/AAAAAAAACFE/FMv6DGKP-s0/s320/Daddy%27s+girl+122.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507305781894536370" /></a>And my heart melted for the millionth time this year from the front row seat I've had at watching the love that has developed between you two. To say she adores you would be the understatement of the year. She basks in your attention and waits for you to tote her all over the house. She giggles the loudest when you feed her and squeals in delight when you play ride-a-little- horsey. I've long sense gotten over how rough you are with her because as you always point out, "But Mommy, look how much she likes it." How can I argue with that huge grin on both your faces? You are her biggest fan and she is your personal cheerleader. The only time you have shown any jealousy of her is if Daddy gives her too much attention when you are trying to wrestle with him. For the most part, you want her included in everything!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3hb4qCfKI/AAAAAAAACFM/ZD_Fug7G6as/s1600/Daddy%27s+girl+354.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3hb4qCfKI/AAAAAAAACFM/ZD_Fug7G6as/s320/Daddy%27s+girl+354.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507305788525411490" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3c722RBcI/AAAAAAAACE0/O_srsCTrtDA/s1600/july+4.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 224px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3c722RBcI/AAAAAAAACE0/O_srsCTrtDA/s320/july+4.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507300840237499842" /></a>You also completed your first year of preschool and it was so much more than either of us could have imagined. I was hesitant to share you with someone for 2 days a week, but I soon learned how you flourished at the opportunity to meet new friends and have new experiences. You adored your teachers and eagerly anticipated what theme each week would hold. The time was also valuable for me to adjust to life with a new baby and balance giving each of you everything you deserve. Daddy and I take the responsibility of molding and shaping you very seriously and could not have been more pleased with the results of how this preschool opportunity has helped further grow you into the person we pray you become.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3fD_T4MAI/AAAAAAAACE8/LkHpWAFYrP8/s1600/Daddy%27s+girl+002.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3fD_T4MAI/AAAAAAAACE8/LkHpWAFYrP8/s320/Daddy%27s+girl+002.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507303178971394050" /></a>As for your personal interests this year, anything that requires hitting, kicking, or catching a ball is still high priority on your list. You played on your first organized team this summer and having Daddy as your soccer coach has been icing on your cake. (Because let's be real, he still ranks #1 on your list of interests!) You are also slowly discovering the world of video games on Daddy's phone and the two of you love to see what new level you can reach together. You also love to work in the yard together, build or fix any and everything, race, wrestle, tell jokes, count coins, go to Cabellas, fish, read your Bible, or listen to his famous Boy and Mr. Squirrel stories. You've also gained a huge interest in Star Wars and super heroes and love acting out anything related to this with your friends. You adore having friends and cousins over to play and I'm amazed at how caring of a friend you are becoming. (Oh, what a long way you've come in this area!:) <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3j6mVmX-I/AAAAAAAACFk/sgbJnB1iVJs/s1600/Presli+9+to+10+months+018.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3j6mVmX-I/AAAAAAAACFk/sgbJnB1iVJs/s320/Presli+9+to+10+months+018.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507308515207045090" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3nGYJXLAI/AAAAAAAACF0/nabjQhupaxQ/s1600/.+018.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3nGYJXLAI/AAAAAAAACF0/nabjQhupaxQ/s320/.+018.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507312016090934274" /></a>As active as you are, books are still your passion and you've even developed a love of books on CD. In fact, you love them so much I've even had to limit your listening time to an hour a day. You've become quite the little reader and often finish an entire book without me having to help out with a single word. So far, you really like the Biscuit series of books that your Phyl Phyl introduced you to, but you also love to go to the library and pick out all kind of new reader books. You are famous for making the deal, "I'll read you a book if you'll read me one, too." And since you got your love of books from me, that is one deal I can never resist. You are so excited to read to Presli, but told me it bothers you that "she likes to eat books more than she likes to read them." Let's keep working on her, buddy.<br /><br />Speaking of new skills, you have also mastered riding a bike without training wheels this year. And can I just say that you are so proud of yourself? But, nothing makes you as proud as the fact that you lost your first tooth in June. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3j7H33AtI/AAAAAAAACFs/7Svwb11lQbU/s1600/Presli+9+to+10+months+043.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TG3j7H33AtI/AAAAAAAACFs/7Svwb11lQbU/s320/Presli+9+to+10+months+043.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5507308524209111762" /></a>But do you know what Daddy and I are proud of? We are proud of the generous spirit God is developing in you. We are proud to see what a servant you are becoming. We are proud to see glimpses of how our correction and discipline of you is paying off. We are proud to see your tenderness towards Presli and willingness to apologize if you've hurt her feelings. We are proud to see your obedience in doing what is asked of you. You have such an independent spirit, determination to excel, love for learning, excitement for experiencing new things, and overall joy for life. <br /><br />We adore you precious boy! Thank you for filling our world with color and bringing us unspeakable joy. You are uniquely you and we are so thankful that God's creative fingerprints are all over you.<br /><br />Happy birthday, my love!Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-65191165671987104472010-06-15T11:12:00.002-05:002010-06-16T14:04:20.399-05:00Trouble in a Tutu!<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepPF1GflI/AAAAAAAACEc/PGkzkeRZl6M/s1600/IMG_5191.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepPF1GflI/AAAAAAAACEc/PGkzkeRZl6M/s320/IMG_5191.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483037148074901074" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepOqDWmwI/AAAAAAAACEU/bGHCW14wOLE/s1600/IMG_5180.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepOqDWmwI/AAAAAAAACEU/bGHCW14wOLE/s320/IMG_5180.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483037140618484482" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepOHFM7iI/AAAAAAAACEM/8W-JOPcmSy8/s1600/IMG_5175.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepOHFM7iI/AAAAAAAACEM/8W-JOPcmSy8/s320/IMG_5175.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483037131230998050" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepNcfX8CI/AAAAAAAACEE/RhCnLAZrCC0/s1600/IMG_5138.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepNcfX8CI/AAAAAAAACEE/RhCnLAZrCC0/s320/IMG_5138.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483037119798046754" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepPqQo_ZI/AAAAAAAACEk/rnFRuorLdzQ/s1600/IMG_5126.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/TBepPqQo_ZI/AAAAAAAACEk/rnFRuorLdzQ/s320/IMG_5126.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483037157854084498" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-6561364031136198692010-04-22T13:15:00.005-05:002010-04-22T16:22:43.610-05:00Back From Medical LeaveATTENTION: This blog is not dead.<br /><br />True, it has been on life support. But I'm not ready to pull the plug just yet.<br />I really never intended to neglect it for the last three months, but I've been on a medical leave of absence of sorts.<br /><br />It all started so innocently, with Park giving Presli some type of cold on steroids the last two weeks of January and the first week of February.<br /><br />Then there was a week of reprieve before my big ambulance ride.<br /><br />It was a preschool morning and the kids were both in the car in front of our house when I jumped out to help Park with a stubborn seat belt. Unfortunately, there happened to be a stealthy patch of ice I was unaware of. In Park's words, I "flew through the air" and landed on my tailbone, all of which officially made me his favorite superhero. I vaguely remember feeling woozy, but desperate not to pass out on the street with the kids in the running car, I crawled (that's right..hand and knee style, folks) to the front door. I managed to ring the doorbell, but passed out in Chris' arms the minute he answered the door.<br /><br />The next thing I remember was laying on the floor of my house looking up into Chris tear stained eyes as he screamed into the phone, "Thank you Lord. Yes, she is conscious now!!!" When I heard the sirens, I knew I must be dying. That had to be the only explanation for my famously cool under pressure husband to be in hysterics. *<em>People, let's not forget that this is the same man that never broke a sweat when a roadside delivery of Presli came into question! </em><br /><br />Poor guy assumed I had knocked myself unconscious from hitting my head on the ice. Turns out, I had simply passed out from the pain of my backside. I'd seriously love to know where that "black out" coping mechanism was when I was in the throws of natural child birth, for crying out loud!! <br /><br />But, other than a month of tailbone trauma and nearly sending Chris into cardiac arrest, we were no worse for the ware.<br /><br />However, somewhere in the middle of that injury Park came down with high fever and extreme congestion. He got over it so quickly that we never realized it was the flu until Presli got it. Poor baby had the flu and RSV at the same time. And two weeks later that escalated into pneumonia. But, thanks to many prayers, she escaped hospitalization and things seemed to be looking up. That girl is quite the trooper, I tell you. She never stopped smiling through the whole ordeal.<br /><br />We took a quick getaway to the lake and had a great time with family. But upon arriving home, Chris came down with something awful. It was the sickest I have ever seen him and lasted over a week. His glands swelled up and his voice became unrecognizable. After being tested for strep and mono, it turned out to be an out of control sinus infection. I'm so thankful the kids and I escaped that one, but we came down with sore throats, runny noses, and nasty coughs a week later.<br /><br />And that is our current status. We are believing the plague is behind us and that the months ahead hold great health and clear breathing. I completely understand if you want to avoid us in real life for a few more weeks just in case:)<br /><br />And here you thought I was going to give the same old "dog ate my homework" excuse for not blogging. (*Side note- speaking of canines, is it wrong that when Park asked me for a dog recently I told him, "We already have one, sweetie. It just lives at Grandma's house."?)<br /><br />But, in the midst of Health Crisis '10, we have also experienced many great things. One of which is we have been shown an outpouring of love from our church's Cares Ministry. I seriously had no concept of how much warm meals, cards, Easter baskets and extra special touches could mean to a family in need until we found ourselves on the receiving end. It moved me to tears.<br /><br />I also have to give the Lord some credit for providing me with many opportunities to be a better servant. I tend to be selfish when it comes to giving of my time and taking care of sick kiddos sure helped me work some of that out. Unfortunately, I'm a bit of a slow learner, but thankfully, our God is a patient God. I didn't always do it without grumbling and complaining, but there were some breakthroughs in the my circumstances will not dictate my joy department.<br /><br />Some other big things going on in our household over the last 3 months are:<br /><br />Presli learned, forgot, and has finally remembered how to sleep through the night again. She has taken, refused, and learned to enjoy again an occasional bottle, although she loves her sippy cup and drinking through a straw even more. She is crawling around everywhere and loving her new found freedom. Although nursing remains her primary source of sustanance, she is pumped for solid foods and screeches, "MMM MMM MMM!!!" the minute she sees something coming. So far, she is a big fan of rice cereal, squash, green beans, and sweet potato. And even though she is our little Sweet P, she wasn't so much a fan of eating them. I think she comes by this naturally since I was gagging as I attempted to shovel them in her mouth.<br /><br />She is also loving being pushed in her outdoor swing by her beloved big brother. Baby girl has been known to squeal in delight as he pushes her to new heights that make Mommy cringe. Those two are already ganging up on me.<br /><br />My goal is to backtrack and record some posts of updates on the kiddos, but for now I'll just close with some pics.<br /><br />AND since I've used up all my sick days, if the blog doesn't get updated soon just assume I'm taking vacation time:)<br /><br />(Speaking of vacation, I'm headed to the Emerald City this weekend. Can I just tell you how PUMPED I am for our church's <a href="http://www.flavourconference.com/"><span style="color:#ff0000;">FLAVOUR women's conference</span></a> this weekend??? If you live in the DFW area, it is not too late to be apart of it!)<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CckXpQJMI/AAAAAAAACDs/U5-scfVceIM/s1600/Presli+6+to+7+months+106.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463038496636675266" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CckXpQJMI/AAAAAAAACDs/U5-scfVceIM/s320/Presli+6+to+7+months+106.jpg" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CcjgrUFbI/AAAAAAAACDk/qBYtwVmVhnM/s1600/Presli+6+to+7+months+014.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463038481881372082" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CcjgrUFbI/AAAAAAAACDk/qBYtwVmVhnM/s320/Presli+6+to+7+months+014.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CcjIbt4sI/AAAAAAAACDc/i2dJphKngmY/s1600/Presli+6+to+7+months+003.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463038475373503170" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CcjIbt4sI/AAAAAAAACDc/i2dJphKngmY/s320/Presli+6+to+7+months+003.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CcibKq2kI/AAAAAAAACDU/N1xk7akRChc/s1600/Presli+6+to+7+months+126.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463038463222405698" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CcibKq2kI/AAAAAAAACDU/N1xk7akRChc/s320/Presli+6+to+7+months+126.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CyFSYbt8I/AAAAAAAACD8/rOSOc0M-q2Q/s1600/Presli+6+to+7+months+121.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463062151903819714" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S9CyFSYbt8I/AAAAAAAACD8/rOSOc0M-q2Q/s320/Presli+6+to+7+months+121.jpg" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-66256496595816227382010-01-17T18:30:00.010-06:002010-01-17T20:52:38.009-06:00Our Sweet ToothBaby girl is already in her fourth month of life and has a lot of bows to show for it. Her latest accomplishment, though? <br /><br />Welcoming her first tooth! <br /><br />Big brother couldn't be more proud. Mommy and Daddy are pretty in love with her, too. And don't even get me started on the grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins....<br /><br />She is growing up before our eyes. <br /><br />Slow down, Presli Pie. We want to savor every slice.<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot9MLPqEI/AAAAAAAACCs/TPWMob7eAMU/s1600-h/4+months+002.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot9MLPqEI/AAAAAAAACCs/TPWMob7eAMU/s320/4+months+002.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427873242663594050" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot9XK_bnI/AAAAAAAACC0/Z_Ehee-Q2-0/s1600-h/4+months+003.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot9XK_bnI/AAAAAAAACC0/Z_Ehee-Q2-0/s320/4+months+003.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427873245615320690" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot93ppPSI/AAAAAAAACC8/MyRlNAedDbs/s1600-h/4+months+004.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot93ppPSI/AAAAAAAACC8/MyRlNAedDbs/s320/4+months+004.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427873254333824290" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot-FJjE-I/AAAAAAAACDE/g4lP36cEZwo/s1600-h/4+months+005.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot-FJjE-I/AAAAAAAACDE/g4lP36cEZwo/s320/4+months+005.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427873257957299170" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot-qWgiFI/AAAAAAAACDM/3pnBuvzJyM8/s1600-h/4+months+007.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S1Ot-qWgiFI/AAAAAAAACDM/3pnBuvzJyM8/s320/4+months+007.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427873267943770194" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com68tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-50912576457118025302010-01-05T11:17:00.015-06:002010-01-06T13:17:39.465-06:00GlimpsesWhen I looked at the date yesterday, I realized that it was one year ago that I found out I was pregnant with Presli. God is so good and merciful. She is a constant reminder to me that His plans are so much better than mine.<br /><br />And speaking of dates, happy 8 year anniversary to my sister and brother-in-law. They are going to celebrate by praying that their boys actually sleep through the night without playing musical beds. Here's to reclaiming lost rest.<br /><br />My precious baby girl is still sleeping well, as long as someone is willing to give her back her "pa" in the middle of the night. Do you think we could hire out for that task? The pacifier is such a double edged sword. And I'm not sure what it is about mine and Chris' DNA, but we only know how to make children more oral than dental floss. I guess it all works out, though, since Park adores when Presli sucks his cheek and she is more than willing to endure him licking hers.<br /><br />YUCK.<br /><br />Moving on to more pleasant topics, we had a very Merry Christmas. I loved how excited Park was about every little thing and it was icing on my cake to see Presli sporting a red sparkly tutu with candy cane striped tights. Presli adored her first "real" baby doll, especially sucking its cheeks off. (What is is it with that girl?) Challi and I were giddy about seeing all the girly things under the tree after years of Santa bringing footballs and superhero paraphernalia.<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PZmZHA92I/AAAAAAAACCk/Z8_fk5YNLxw/s1600-h/.+124.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PZmZHA92I/AAAAAAAACCk/Z8_fk5YNLxw/s320/.+124.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423417629882775394" /></a>We had some awesome Christmas services at the church, followed by waking up to a white Christmas. The Texan in me never would have thought that possible! And Santa actually came on the 26th this year because it takes him a little longer to get down to Lolli and Pop's house. But, he did drop of some stocking stuffers to us in Dallas on the 25th. We made the 5 hour drive Christmas morning and Park was very thankful Santa waited to bring gifts until he could get them with his "crothers" (cousin brothers) the next day. He was also thrilled that Santa Facebooked him on his Daddy's I-phone. <br /><br />Who knew Santa was so tech savvy? Maybe he could teach me a thing or two. <br /><br />And it wouldn't be right to talk about the holidays without mentioning our Christmas cards. Apparently, I have a history of being overzealous when it comes to capturing just the right shot. After attempt number 15 million on day 7 of Operation "I WILL GET THE RIGHT SHOT EVEN IF IT KILLS US!", Chris suggested it was time to lower my expectations and rely on his superior editing skills instead. Perhaps he came to this conclusion based on Park bawling that he couldn't hold Presli anymore because his hand had frozen solid from her drool. Or, it could have been Presli's obsession with staring at the ground and spitting up on her dress.<br /><br />I guess it's also possible that the defining moment was me dancing around behind the camera shaking jingle bells and barking orders like, "DO NOT MOVE IF YOU WANT A LICK OF THIS CANDY CANE AFTER THIS IS OVER!"<br /><br />All's well that ends well since we did end up with some semblance of a Christmas card. Even if it didn't actually make it into the mail until the New Year.<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PJJkiL5UI/AAAAAAAACCM/BSaAUseoiTw/s1600-h/P1010130.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 256px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PJJkiL5UI/AAAAAAAACCM/BSaAUseoiTw/s320/P1010130.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423399542547277122" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PJJZBiEiI/AAAAAAAACCE/E0obiblMCXU/s1600-h/P1010075.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 257px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PJJZBiEiI/AAAAAAAACCE/E0obiblMCXU/s320/P1010075.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423399539457528354" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PJI_j2bGI/AAAAAAAACB8/AZ0Y7eAgFsQ/s1600-h/IMG_4139.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 256px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PJI_j2bGI/AAAAAAAACB8/AZ0Y7eAgFsQ/s320/IMG_4139.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423399532622146658" /></a>I also completely forgot to participate in Boo Mamas Christmas Tour this year, but I did want to leave you with one glimpse. Last holiday season, when we had been praying for a baby for over a year, I unpacked the Christmas stockings and promptly burst into tears. I had been so certain that by December I would be hanging 4 stockings and the visible reminder of knowing that hadn't happened yet tore at my heart. All last Christmas as I looked at those three stockings I prayed God would allow me to add one the next year. And here is a peek at my favorite Christmas decorations this season:<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PKs5J133I/AAAAAAAACCU/M5C3q4fWnO0/s1600-h/.+138.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/S0PKs5J133I/AAAAAAAACCU/M5C3q4fWnO0/s320/.+138.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423401248889364338" /></a>I praise you, sweet Jesus. Not just for fulfilling the desires of my heart, but for loving me enough to walk this Earth and take my sin upon yourself.<br /><br />Thank you for constantly reminding me to focus more on that picture than the one that goes on my Christmas card.Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-40805523200603950112009-12-09T14:47:00.006-06:002009-12-14T11:06:14.065-06:00Quick Pics<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SyAQQv4paTI/AAAAAAAACBs/IhYdVInjOYw/s1600-h/presli.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SyAQQv4paTI/AAAAAAAACBs/IhYdVInjOYw/s320/presli.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5413344632017348914" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SyATnp5JJwI/AAAAAAAACB0/Ns547Apbwa8/s1600-h/presli+001.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SyATnp5JJwI/AAAAAAAACB0/Ns547Apbwa8/s320/presli+001.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5413348324080690946" /></a><br /><br />I'm having a little trouble with blogger, but I decided to post anyway. (I apologize in advance if the format is messed up) If I wait until I figure out how to get my toolbars back and why it won't upload more pictures, then it would be another month before I update the blog. And according to the grandparents, that just won't work:)<br /><br />So, a "real" update will be coming soon, but in the mean time a few 3 month Presli pics should hold them over.....Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-81134814299004445502009-11-10T09:45:00.014-06:002009-11-10T17:12:52.774-06:00Baby DollJust 2 months and already making friends!<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMgK1T6tI/AAAAAAAACAc/ximUWqjGKio/s1600-h/baby+doll+010.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402503712299281106" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMgK1T6tI/AAAAAAAACAc/ximUWqjGKio/s320/baby+doll+010.jpg" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmUfuOv5qI/AAAAAAAACBk/52Dh5jxdVo0/s1600-h/Daddy%27s+girl+004.jpg"></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMhWPXJBI/AAAAAAAACA0/8SvEwSC_x3U/s1600-h/baby+doll+003.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402503732541203474" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMhWPXJBI/AAAAAAAACA0/8SvEwSC_x3U/s320/baby+doll+003.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMgSTN2SI/AAAAAAAACAk/0dyU3WF43U4/s1600-h/baby+doll+008.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402503714303760674" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMgSTN2SI/AAAAAAAACAk/0dyU3WF43U4/s320/baby+doll+008.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMftfsb9I/AAAAAAAACAU/_0ZB9HxNSHA/s1600-h/baby+doll+007.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402503704423985106" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMftfsb9I/AAAAAAAACAU/_0ZB9HxNSHA/s320/baby+doll+007.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmTaELk8AI/AAAAAAAACBM/nzt4I7ILAus/s1600-h/Daddy%27s+girl+001.jpg"></a><br />And this one thinks SHE is his baby doll.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMgyI9XAI/AAAAAAAACAs/r3vQkvvTwC0/s1600-h/baby+doll+005.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402503722850671618" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmMgyI9XAI/AAAAAAAACAs/r3vQkvvTwC0/s320/baby+doll+005.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmPxmrgOOI/AAAAAAAACA8/k6PX1kZGZJg/s1600-h/Brother+love+001.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402507310366996706" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmPxmrgOOI/AAAAAAAACA8/k6PX1kZGZJg/s320/Brother+love+001.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmPyP-A4YI/AAAAAAAACBE/myiQG1dFMM8/s1600-h/Brother+love+003.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402507321450488194" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmPyP-A4YI/AAAAAAAACBE/myiQG1dFMM8/s320/Brother+love+003.jpg" /></a><br />Yesterday, Park broke the news to me that he no longer wants to marry me when he grows up. He has decided to marry Presli instead and they will live with Chris and me forever.<br /><br />I would love to get that in writing, but considering Park got teary this morning walking into preschool because he was nervous about writing the letter "N", I'm not thinking it is likely.Poor thing said that as much as he tells his hand what to write, sometimes it just won't listen:)<br /><br />Thankfully he forgot all about it when he kissed Presli goodbye and she licked him. The tears were replaced with some joyful giggles as he ran into his class contemplating what color Presli would want him to paint his nickles. (In case you haven't guessed it is N week at preschool.)<br /><br />Baby girl, I pray each day that you will marry a man that loves you as much as your Bubby and Daddy do!<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmUfaHNojI/AAAAAAAACBc/RLsnQ72_mGY/s1600-h/Daddy%27s+girl+006.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402512495314051634" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmUfaHNojI/AAAAAAAACBc/RLsnQ72_mGY/s320/Daddy%27s+girl+006.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmUe7tLGoI/AAAAAAAACBU/-tW7D4YYqeM/s1600-h/Daddy%27s+girl+005.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402512487151770242" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvmUe7tLGoI/AAAAAAAACBU/-tW7D4YYqeM/s320/Daddy%27s+girl+005.jpg" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com75tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-14774355412372907652009-11-08T16:09:00.031-06:002009-11-08T22:28:29.117-06:00What Do Halloween And Michael Jackson Have in Common?The kids and I went to my sister's for Halloween so they could spend the holiday with their crothers (this is our word for the cousin brothers). They just built a brand new house and I am officially in love with it!<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvdC8gAAFLI/AAAAAAAAB-s/suFnU93l5UI/s1600-h/halloween+027.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401859885203723442" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvdC8gAAFLI/AAAAAAAAB-s/suFnU93l5UI/s320/halloween+027.jpg" /></a>And Park is in love with the wide open acreage called their back yard.(BTW-the picture can't even do it justice!)<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvdEZerRIUI/AAAAAAAAB-0/t_CypO1UV7M/s1600-h/halloween+026.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401861482576159042" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvdEZerRIUI/AAAAAAAAB-0/t_CypO1UV7M/s320/halloween+026.jpg" /></a><br />However, Halloween didn't exactly start off with a bang.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SveFDJpq2YI/AAAAAAAACAM/FrS6U8TnPfg/s1600-h/halloween+018.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SveFDJpq2YI/AAAAAAAACAM/FrS6U8TnPfg/s320/halloween+018.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401932567230994818" /></a><br />After months of looking forward to being Spiderman with the crothers, Park decided he wished he would have been a cat like Presli.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvdFZ_9n23I/AAAAAAAAB_E/QW1Viu9Dl8U/s1600-h/halloween+016.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401862591023143794" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvdFZ_9n23I/AAAAAAAAB_E/QW1Viu9Dl8U/s320/halloween+016.jpg" /></a><br />Apparently, Presli wished she had been Spiderman like Park.<br /><br />But, after everyone got past their costume identity crisis, we headed out to a party at one of Challi's friend's house. They had lots of games for the kids including one that called for wrapping Pops up like a mummy.<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvdHWbAIvnI/AAAAAAAAB_M/GWpRlv8B_eI/s1600-h/halloween+020.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401864728585223794" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SvdHWbAIvnI/AAAAAAAAB_M/GWpRlv8B_eI/s320/halloween+020.jpg" /></a><br />Even Lolli and Presli got in on the action.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Svd0Fqnow1I/AAAAAAAAB_U/Pt5u1FmgfH0/s1600-h/halloween+021.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401913918742905682" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Svd0Fqnow1I/AAAAAAAAB_U/Pt5u1FmgfH0/s320/halloween+021.jpg" /></a><br />As you can see, Presli was the life of the party. Things wrapped up with a hay ride (minus the hay. Thanks to one smart Momma who said she was tired of her kids complain of itching every Halloween so she nixed the hay:) The ride took us trick-or treating through the neighborhood. Even baby Kord was excited.<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Svd7OziIeKI/AAAAAAAACAE/FODtuLCPowo/s1600-h/halloween+028.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401921772335954082" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Svd7OziIeKI/AAAAAAAACAE/FODtuLCPowo/s320/halloween+028.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Svd6EDRB_XI/AAAAAAAAB_c/2rbTFMK2jVA/s1600-h/halloween+022.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401920488069004658" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Svd6EDRB_XI/AAAAAAAAB_c/2rbTFMK2jVA/s320/halloween+022.jpg" /></a>Can I just say that I never realized that one particular little subdivision in a little suburb of Tyler, Texas was the capitol of the Trick or Treat? There were HUNDREDS of kids. They were EVERYWHERE. I have never seen such mass celebration.<br /><br />Apparently East, TX doesn't mess around when it comes to candy. Not to mention that they do it in style. Gone are the days of walking door to door. People where on truck trailers, golf carts, 4 wheelers and any other recreational vehicle you can imagine. And just when I thought I had seen it all, we passed something that could only be called a Halloween float, complete with orange twinkling lights and a thumping sound system blaring MJ's <em>Thriller</em>.<br /><br />Which brings me to a complete and total side note:<br />....................................................................................<br /><br />A few weeks ago Bridget and I braved some TERRIBLE weather to go see <em>Fame</em> at the movies. We may not live forever, but thanks to Bridget's husband forcing us to take his 4 wheel drive truck, we did live long enough to make it through the torrential rain and flooding to arrive at the theater. Although, at some point in the drive I distinctly remember screaming the phrase, "THIS IS NOT A ROAD!"<br /><br />Bridget and I were so pumped to go see it that we had planned this little outing before Presli was even born. However, the "outing" was never intended to be a party of two. After Sarah and Bridget had roped me into seeing <em>Julie and Julia</em> (How on earth did they talk me into a movie about cooking? After one of the million times I went to the bathroom, I totally contemplated going into GI Joe next door, just to avoid having to finish it)I decided that Sarah totally owed me. <br /><br />And to repay her debt, the deal was she had to see <em>Fame</em>, which we all knew she would dislike as much as I hated the cooking show. After all, fair is fair. And to make things even more horrifying for her, I planned on buying all three of us matching leg warmers to wear to the theater.<br /><br />BUT, <em>somehow</em> the night of the show Sarah mysteriously "couldn't make it." Now, being the kind friends that Bridget and I are, we graciously let her off the hook without so much as a protest.<br /><br />However, we forgave but didn't forget. And now, the stakes have gotten higher. She has forced our hand into retaliating with a show she will find even MORE disturbingly torturous.<br /><br />The Michael Jackson movie.<br /><br />Bridget and I are stoked about seeing it---can't wait to get our dance on. And I guarantee the three of us will be wearing a glove to the theater, if I have anything to say about it. Yes, Sarah will be using her glove to hide her face, but she knows we mean business.<br />.....................................................................................<br /><br />Wrapping up Halloween:<br /><br />So, it was fun and fabulous and this was the year that Park learned candy corns exist. Eventually, I knew it would happen.<br /><br />On Friday he has his first dentist appointment, so fingers crossed that the almost 4 years of pre-candy corn knowledge will count for something.<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Svd7OFp5iLI/AAAAAAAAB_0/z5bt6pav0V0/s1600-h/halloween+024.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401921760020498610" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Svd7OFp5iLI/AAAAAAAAB_0/z5bt6pav0V0/s320/halloween+024.jpg" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-8633097712944399742009-10-30T19:50:00.010-05:002009-10-30T20:27:39.088-05:00Happy (Early) Halloween!<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLsf9YTnI/AAAAAAAAB9k/w1E0GSbpGRQ/s1600-h/halloween+005.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398562174943121010" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLsf9YTnI/AAAAAAAAB9k/w1E0GSbpGRQ/s320/halloween+005.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuPrJg6KmI/AAAAAAAAB-M/KU1M2VONUD4/s1600-h/halloween+011.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398566549784767074" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuPrJg6KmI/AAAAAAAAB-M/KU1M2VONUD4/s320/halloween+011.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLt9Kem2I/AAAAAAAAB-E/5UmR5liXI5A/s1600-h/halloween+003.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398562199962557282" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLt9Kem2I/AAAAAAAAB-E/5UmR5liXI5A/s320/halloween+003.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuRTeOoHfI/AAAAAAAAB-k/zLKNHrgk6YU/s1600-h/halloween+008.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398568342051626482" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuRTeOoHfI/AAAAAAAAB-k/zLKNHrgk6YU/s320/halloween+008.jpg" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuRSjeBEqI/AAAAAAAAB-c/XgHcOVjaS70/s1600-h/halloween.jpg"></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLtV9CPvI/AAAAAAAAB98/ZfAHJL4Yyo0/s1600-h/halloween+013.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398562189437189874" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLtV9CPvI/AAAAAAAAB98/ZfAHJL4Yyo0/s320/halloween+013.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLtFLkdLI/AAAAAAAAB90/aTadgw7JAD0/s1600-h/halloween+009.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398562184934749362" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLtFLkdLI/AAAAAAAAB90/aTadgw7JAD0/s320/halloween+009.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLsniThvI/AAAAAAAAB9s/xoumh3ihXug/s1600-h/halloween+001.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398562176977045234" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SuuLsniThvI/AAAAAAAAB9s/xoumh3ihXug/s320/halloween+001.jpg" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-58122059360860269212009-10-29T12:55:00.006-05:002009-10-29T13:45:02.693-05:00Great ExpectationsSo I'm finding out that life with two kids is definitely full.<br /><br />Full of laughs...full of love...and full of laundry!<br /><br />But you won't find me complaining (most of the time, anyway) because I couldn't be more thankful. A few nights ago, when both our kiddos were sleeping soundly, I looked over at Chris and said, "These are the sweetest days. The ones we will look back on when our kids have long since flown the nest and we are old and gray. We'll sit on the porch and rock as we reflect on the memories of what we are living right this very moment."<br /><br />He smiled and agreed with me. And then promised to remind me of that on the days when the kids are whining and fussing for no good reason.<br /><br />Point taken.<br /><br />Thankfully, the seond time around I'm able to fully enjoy this season of motherhood.<br /><br />When pregnant with Park, I often daydreamed of tenderly tucking my sweet baby in for the night, while singing softly as he or she magically drifted off into peaceful dreams.<br /><br />After all, that is exactly how it happens in the commercials. One quick flip of that little Ocean Wonder light show and "Junior" is snoring before you can even say Fisher Price.<br /><br />Maybe if we had named Park "Junior" things would have turned out differently.<br /><br />In all seriousness, I had longed my whole life for motherhood. But although I had spent a lifetime imagining what it would be like, the reality of my first months of mothering did not line up with my expectations.<br /><br />After a very difficult delivery, I found myself suffering a series of major health problems in the ensuing months. Couple that with Park’s respiratory issues, inability to sleep more than an hour at a time, a husband in the throws of a new job, and my coping mechanism became non existent.<br /><br />Initially, I had no idea I was suffering from Postpartum Depression. Having never had a baby before, I mistakenly assumed this was what every new mom felt. When my midwife had covered Postpartum Depression during my pregnancy visits, I didn’t pay much attention since I “knew” this could never happen to me. And from what I could recall, if I truly had this type of depression I would be crying all the time and feeling very unattached to my baby.<br /><br />Actually, the opposite was true in my situation. I was overly attentive to every little detail of my son. I felt no one was capable of meeting his needs other than me and obsessed over the smallest decisions, such as how to dress Park…would he be too hot? …too cold? I started feeling trapped, suffering from irrational fears of something happening to my family. I began to have anxiety attacks and found it impossible to sleep, even on the rare occasion that my baby actually was. All of these things were so out of character for me, yet I still thought it was just growing pains of becoming a new mom.<br /><br />Postpartum Depression is real. It is not something you can talk, think, exercise, or pray your way out of, although all these things are valuable in the recovery process. It is a medical condition that needs treatment and there is nothing shameful about seeking help to feel like your old self again.<br /><br />Unfortunately, it is also something not often discussed. After I began to share my story, I was amazed at the number of women in my life that had suffered a similar journey.<br /><br />If you are experiencing Postpartum Depression, you are not alone. Do not suffer silently. Join the many women who have had the courage to speak up, demanding the help they so desperately needed.<br /><br />For me, experiencing motherhood the second time around has been completely different. I had no idea just how much Postpartum Depression had robbed from me until having Presli. Being able to fully enjoy our new baby is a priceless gift and it breaks my heart that I missed out on so much of that with Park. And even though I've never discussed it publicly before, having Presli affirmed in me the need to share my experience with anyone who will listen. I pray God uses me to encourage other women and to prevent anyone else from missing the signs of needing help.<br /><br />And as for my expectaions the second time around, I'd be lying if I didn't say we contemplated naming Presli "Junior". However, we opted to just buy her the Ocean Wonder light show instead.<br /><br />Let's just say it was money well spent:)Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-9186073358968377222009-10-02T22:03:00.011-05:002009-10-02T22:58:37.657-05:00Happy One Month, Baby Girl!<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SsbAHWvLGuI/AAAAAAAAB9E/MFlG81fGSVU/s1600-h/one+month+presli+001.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5388205236790434530" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SsbAHWvLGuI/AAAAAAAAB9E/MFlG81fGSVU/s320/one+month+presli+001.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SsbAJ0DHGCI/AAAAAAAAB9c/dLbLuilRuPc/s1600-h/one+month+presli+004.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5388205279018424354" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SsbAJ0DHGCI/AAAAAAAAB9c/dLbLuilRuPc/s320/one+month+presli+004.jpg" /></a> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Presli</span>,<br /><br />You are one loved little girl! Here is a glimpse into your life at a month....<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">Your Eating Schedule:<br /></span>During the day you eat about every 3 hours, and usually only <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">because</span> I wake you up. You are a great nurser, but if you don't want to eat, no one could possibly convince you otherwise. You are very fast and efficient, nursing no more than 10 minutes on each side.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">Your Sleeping Schedule:<br /></span>You sleep very well! (That is a HUGE praise, considering we prayed that over you in the womb after having your "up all day and all night" brother:) You typically fall asleep easily on your own with your pacifier and take 5-6 naps that last usually last between 1- 2 hours each. At night, you mostly go to sleep around 8:30 and I wake you to feed again before I go to bed around 10:30 or 11. You wake to eat between 3:30 and 4 and sleep again until waking for the day about 7:30. We are completely amazed by this!!!<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">Your Likes:<br /></span>You LOVE your pacifier (and your brother loves to give it to you!), to swing, the car, the sling, to be swaddled, to sit on my lap, to hold hands, and to nuzzle your face <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">against</span> mine.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">Your Dislikes:<br /></span>Cold wet wipes during diaper changes and having your fingernails cut<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">Things That Make Me Laugh:<br /></span>The way you love to stretch, the manly grunting you do when irritated, how you love your hands glued to your face when sleeping (just like Park!), how you tickle my side as you nurse, how your eyes bug out and you get the "o" face when ready to fall asleep, how calm and still you are (this one makes me <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">laugh</span> because I'm not used to this), the way Park says,"It's OK, Baby Girl. Super <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">Bubby</span> is here!", as he rushes to your side at the first sign of you fussing.<br /><br />We adore you, <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">Presli</span>. You are a perfect addition to our family. Everything about you was worth the wait and we are treasuring every minute with you.Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-15692398668964900952009-09-24T11:04:00.009-05:002009-09-24T11:42:16.124-05:00How Big is Presli?<span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">SO BIG!!!!!</span><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucTU7E3FI/AAAAAAAAB7s/s8JGelP4GDY/s1600-h/presli+007.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385069635299499090" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucTU7E3FI/AAAAAAAAB7s/s8JGelP4GDY/s320/presli+007.jpg" /></a><br /><br />It has been a fun first 3 weeks, Baby Girl.<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Sruc33-N7BI/AAAAAAAAB8c/7VHGmeI6zVM/s1600-h/presli.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385070263183207442" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Sruc33-N7BI/AAAAAAAAB8c/7VHGmeI6zVM/s320/presli.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Sruc3P39BMI/AAAAAAAAB8U/CIpWo9simRo/s1600-h/presli+011.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385070252419515586" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Sruc3P39BMI/AAAAAAAAB8U/CIpWo9simRo/s320/presli+011.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucVNLwYiI/AAAAAAAAB8M/w1jaC2iY5v0/s1600-h/presli+010.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385069667581714978" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucVNLwYiI/AAAAAAAAB8M/w1jaC2iY5v0/s320/presli+010.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucUsobqaI/AAAAAAAAB8E/86o8E_T9EhM/s1600-h/presli+008.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385069658843621794" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucUsobqaI/AAAAAAAAB8E/86o8E_T9EhM/s320/presli+008.jpg" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucUUPmr0I/AAAAAAAAB78/uOvN8UV3-04/s1600-h/presli+006.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385069652297035586" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucUUPmr0I/AAAAAAAAB78/uOvN8UV3-04/s320/presli+006.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucTwfJt0I/AAAAAAAAB70/XsDOjVP9fVw/s1600-h/presli+003.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385069642698569538" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrucTwfJt0I/AAAAAAAAB70/XsDOjVP9fVw/s320/presli+003.jpg" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-17952337210903092802009-09-20T20:09:00.012-05:002009-09-21T09:54:25.163-05:00Brotherly LoveSo, if you recall, Park was adamant we were having a boy.<br /><br />He would not even discuss or entertain the idea that he might have a sister. And truthfully, he was so convincing, I just assumed he would be right. When we asked him how he KNEW it was a brother his answer was simply, "I asked God and he told me so."<br /><br />After rejoicing over the little girl God gave us, one of my first thoughts at Presli's birth was how in the world would Park take the news. Because I had a hunch there may be some gnashing of teeth involved, I opted to let Chris break the news prior to Park arriving at the hospital to meet his new baby brother....<span style="font-size:85%;">um, that was a sister.</span><br /><br />Presli was born just before 3 AM and around 7, Chris made the drive home to pick up Park. Knowing that my absence meant his sibling had arrived, he was anxiously awaiting the news.<br /><br />"Can we go meet Pate, Daddy? I can't believe my baby brother is finally here!"<br /><br />"Well, we are going to the hospital to meet someone, buddy, but actually it is Presli! You have a new baby sister."<br /><br />And here is the part where Park's face lit up and he squealed, " Really? I can hardly believe it. Deep down I was actually hoping it was a sister! I already love her so much!!"<br /><br />OK....So I'm completely lying through my teeth.<br /><br />Actually, he sobbed like there was no tomorrow. BUT, only for about 5 minutes.<br /><br />Chris told him it was alright to be sad and that sometimes we want certain things, yet God gives us something different. He assured Park that God knows what we need and we can trust that He is going to give us the very best, even when that is different than what we were hoping for.<br /><br />Park seemed to believe Chris, but I think what really sold him was realizing he didn't have to share Daddy with anyone else on their special "just the boys" dates. It just didn't seem like the opportune moment to mention that Presli may like to fish, too.<br /><br />And then Chris showed him some video of Presli getting her first bath and that was all it took.<br /><br />Upon meeting her, it was love at first sight. From the moment he arrived at her bedside, he fully embraced having a sister.<br /><br />Now that he has had two weeks with her at home, he is even more smitten. That girl has him wrapped around her little finger. He is crazy for her and if she can live through his love, she will be one tough cookie.<br /><br />Today he was singing "If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands." When she didn't respond, he told her, "Sister, you are a happy girl, so I'll just have to clap your hands for you until you get big enough to know how."<br /><br />Baby girl, you are one blessed little lady.<br /><br />That brother of yours may not have known to wish for you, but now he certainly would not trade you for anything.<br /><br />Looks like you may get that <a href="http://holdinglittlehands.blogspot.com/2009/01/rough-rowdy-rambunctious-and-tiffany-co.html"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Tiffany's bracelet</span></a><span style="color:#ff99ff;">,</span> after all.<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrbopmvY7II/AAAAAAAAB7k/V594NKsTCWs/s1600-h/brother+sister+011.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383746206039600258" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrbopmvY7II/AAAAAAAAB7k/V594NKsTCWs/s320/brother+sister+011.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrbopLAHeqI/AAAAAAAAB7c/GyHuAry05-M/s1600-h/brother+sister+010.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383746198593567394" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrbopLAHeqI/AAAAAAAAB7c/GyHuAry05-M/s320/brother+sister+010.jpg" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Srbooov-loI/AAAAAAAAB7U/o_HmfKnyI54/s1600-h/brother+sister+008.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383746189399070338" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Srbooov-loI/AAAAAAAAB7U/o_HmfKnyI54/s320/brother+sister+008.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrbooHjh4_I/AAAAAAAAB7M/YMPSMKnisqg/s1600-h/brother+sister+005.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383746180488487922" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SrbooHjh4_I/AAAAAAAAB7M/YMPSMKnisqg/s320/brother+sister+005.jpg" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Srbom0NJtCI/AAAAAAAAB7E/wSd8hlPbawU/s1600-h/brother+sister+003.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383746158114485282" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Srbom0NJtCI/AAAAAAAAB7E/wSd8hlPbawU/s320/brother+sister+003.jpg" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-84384774897546933802009-09-09T18:15:00.027-05:002009-09-09T22:17:16.533-05:00Restoration: Presli's Birth StoryOne week ago today our lives were forever changed as we welcomed our baby girl into the world.<br /><br />So far, life with Presli has been a complete joy for all of us. Park is in love with her and she already has Chris completely wrapped around her sweet finger. As for me, any questions I ever had about how I would love another child as much as Park were answered the moment I layed eyes on her.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">*WARNING: Below is the story of her birth, which includes words such as "dilation" and "water breaking", as well as being rather lengthy. Read ahead at your own comfort level.</span><br /><br />At 37 weeks I was encouraged to learn I was dilated to a 2 and by the next week I was already a 4. I had many Braxton Hicks contractions throughout the pregnancy, but they began to pick up in intensity the weekend before her birth. On September 1st, I felt that heaviness that precedes labor and wondered if our baby would come within the next several days.<br /><br />Although the contractions seemed to be a lot stronger, they were very sporadic. By about 6 that evening, I was extremely happy to see Chris walk through the door. I felt tired and the contractions were starting to get stronger and come every 30 minutes. We put Park to bed around 8, but I became really unsure this was "it" because they seemed to be getting further apart rather than closer together.<br /><br />I tried to go to bed about 9 to rest up for the days to come, but finally got up around 10 after finding it impossible to sleep. By 10:30 I started to panic a bit. Chris was helping me manage each contraction but I began questioning how these "early" contractions could feel so intense and how on earth I would handle the stronger ones at the end.<br /><br />I remembered the last contractions with Park and was I crazy or did these feel that same intensity? But, considering they were still thirty minutes apart it seemed completely ridiculous to go to the hospital at that point.<br /><br />By 11:30, I was so glad we had not gone to the hospital because they stopped all together. Certain labor wouldn't start until the next day, Chris and I went to bed around midnight until I was awakened by a horribly strong contraction at 1:30. It was so intense I did not have time to wake Chris and after it passed I decided to time one more before dragging us to the hospital unnecessarily.<br /><br />The next one did not happen until right before 2 and it was very rough, as well. Just as I was deciding that irrational or not, I was ready to call his mom to come stay with Park and head on to the hospital, another one hit about 2 minutes later.<br /><br />At this point, I begin to have the sinking feeling that we may have waited too long to start our 20 minute drive to the hospital. With the contractions coming on top of each other, we opted to call a neighbor to come until his mom could make it and headed out the door like a tornado. Chris knew I meant business when I barked at him to forget loading the suitcases and "GET TO DRIVING ALREADY!!"<br /><br />He drove with the hazards on about double the legal speed limit, all the while calmly assuring me that we had plenty of time.<br /><br />Clearly, he was not the one sitting on someones head.<br /><br />About 5 miles shy of the hospital I announced that I absolutely had to push.<br /><br />Enter Chris' 911 phone call.<br /><br />I think Chris may be the only husband in the history of roadside deliveries who remained completely calm while communicating to the operator that we were minutes from having our baby in the car and under no circumstances should the police pull us over for speeding.<br /><br />And then he firmly instructed me to sit tight and not push, he would have us there before I knew it. In retrospect I appreciate his even tone, but at the time his calm demeanor may or may not have caused some mild irritation that led me to share how I really felt about his "sitting tight" idea.<br /><br />And then my water broke.<br /><br />Thankfully it released enough pressure to allow me to "sit tight" for the remaining two minutes until we burned rubber into the hospital parking lot. Somehow we made it up to labor and delivery in time for me to announce I was "HAVING A BABY RIGHT NOW!"<br /><br />And here is where the real fun began.<br /><br />The nurse at the desk asked me to give her some details so she could pull up my information, and then asked me to describe my contractions because depending on what happened after being checked, I "may or may not be sent back home for false labor."<br /><br />Never mind that I could not breath, let alone talk. Or that I had water dripping down my leg.<br /><br />Here is where Chris (in his overly calm voice) explains that I am about to have a baby. Clearly not convinced, the nurse asks me to walk down to triage (because every room was already filled), get a gown on and wait to be checked.<br /><br />Sadly, I was not as calm as hubby when I personally assured her, "I'm ABOUT TO HAVE A BABY!!"<br /><br />By some miracle they decided to skip some steps and just check me and that is when everyone flew into high speed mode. "Get her doctor here NOW!!" I heard, as they rushed me into a room.<br /><br />Somehow I now took precedence over the 32 other women there to give birth that same night. Seriously, 32. Is that not insane?<br /><br />I was told I was a 9 1/2, but Nancy the Nurse was not fooling me that they were trying to stall, hoping to keep me from pushing until my doctor arrived.<br /><br />The next 10 minutes were a blur, as everyone around me went into frenzy mode. Although my focus was on managing contractions, I vaguely remember being stuck repeatedly as they tried in vain (pun intended) to get a hep lock in my arm.<br /><br />Another nurse was on the phone calling representatives from the neonatal unit to come up in preparation for an unassisted delivery. The table was being broken down and I was told to pant through the next few contractions. I told the nurse I had pushed for over 5 hours with my son and asked her to go ahead and let me at least get started for crying out loud.<br /><br />As my legs went in the stirrups my doctor flew through the door, putting his scrubs on as he went. As deeply as I felt the need to push, I also felt the need to get my hair into a ponytail ASAP and a kind nurse gladly ripped the rubber band from her own hair to place around mine. Tresses firmly in place, I was ready to get down to business.<br /><br />The first push brought back all the fear from Park's delivery and without meaning to, I felt myself hold back. My typically mild mannered doctor, fully aware of my previous experience and wanting to keep me from panic mode, informed me, "That was pathetic! Now bear down and push like you want to meet this baby! The head is crowning and you can do this. I give you about a 4 for effort and I need a 10. Let's do this!"<br /><br />Nothing like a good pep talk to motivate a girl in pain. I pushed like I MEANT it and the next thing I knew I saw what looked to be a carbon copy of my Park being layed on my chest. I had seen the umbilical cord between her legs just moments before I heard Chris scream, "It's a GIRL!!!!"<br /><br />After double checking, indeed, he was right.<br /><br />He cried tears of joy and I cried tears of relief that we had made it and our baby girl was healthy and here in our arms.<br /><br />And it all happened less than 30 minutes after arriving at the hospital. Thank you Dr. White for running the 4 red lights from your house to the hospital.<br /><br />Everything from getting pregnant to facing fears from my previous labor/postpartum recovery provided me with the opportunity to lean more on Jesus. As has been true throughout my walk with Him, He has once again proven 100 percent faithful and trustworthy. When I look into Presli's eyes, I'm reminded that He is the Redeemer- full of grace, mercy, and restoration. He alone knows what we need and when we need it.<br /><br />And speaking of that, my next post will pick up with big brother's reaction to meeting his new baby sister....Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-15979065342977625382009-09-04T16:41:00.013-05:002009-09-04T17:34:16.517-05:00Let Me Introduce You To......<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGVQ6hJMyI/AAAAAAAAB6U/o_Bat9zwukE/s1600-h/Presli+born+009.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGVQ6hJMyI/AAAAAAAAB6U/o_Bat9zwukE/s320/Presli+born+009.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377743547875799842" /></a><br /><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGSrfp-pKI/AAAAAAAAB6M/qsUrqT1k-V4/s1600-h/birthday+009.jpg"></a><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">OUR <span style="color:#ff99ff;">DAUGHTER!!!!</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><div align="center"><br />PRESLI DENAE</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><br /><br />born Sept 2, 2009</div><div align="center">6lbs 15 ounces</div><div align="center">19 3/4 inches<br /><br /></div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGP2QPAgWI/AAAAAAAAB58/nXvwNZ6FjC4/s1600-h/Presli+born+015.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377737592290705762" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGP2QPAgWI/AAAAAAAAB58/nXvwNZ6FjC4/s320/Presli+born+015.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGP1ulIgfI/AAAAAAAAB50/0QHI7B5WEfI/s1600-h/Presli+born+011.jpg"></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGP04c_kRI/AAAAAAAAB5s/N-ALOSVUIVs/s1600-h/Presli+born+021.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377737568727044370" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGP04c_kRI/AAAAAAAAB5s/N-ALOSVUIVs/s320/Presli+born+021.jpg" /></a> <a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGPz_nVJvI/AAAAAAAAB5k/SrxIQHW5LC8/s1600-h/Presli+born+016.jpg"></a><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGOu2KGkgI/AAAAAAAAB5c/GENHchK6m3I/s1600-h/Presli+born+005.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377736365520097794" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGOu2KGkgI/AAAAAAAAB5c/GENHchK6m3I/s320/Presli+born+005.jpg" /></a> <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGOuHZOq7I/AAAAAAAAB5U/HA-pj51EbfI/s1600-h/Presli+born+025.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377736352967076786" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SqGOuHZOq7I/AAAAAAAAB5U/HA-pj51EbfI/s320/Presli+born+025.jpg" /></a>I will blog the detailed version of her birth in the days to come, but let's just say I arrived at the hospital at 2:25 AM and was holding her in my arms at 2:57 AM! We got home yesterday afternoon and I'm feeling AMAZING! I feel good enough to run a marathon (or at least some quick sprints at the very least:)</div></div><br /><p>I cannot put into words how thankful we are for such an amazingly healthy baby girl and a wonderful delivery/recovery that only God could be responsible for. He was in every detail and she was definitely worth the year we prayed and waited on her. </p><p>Thank you for all your prayers and encouragement along the way. </p><p>And please forgive me in advance for the obnoxious number of pictures I'm sure to post in the days, weeks, and months to come!</p>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-13982037127831762822009-08-26T20:36:00.020-05:002009-08-26T22:29:26.355-05:00A Random HodgepodgeAfter spending an entire summer clinging to his life jacket for dear life, Park informed me about 2 weeks ago that he can now swim. And before I knew what hit me, he flung off his flotation device and swam across the pool with his head immersed in the water. He came to the surface just long enough to flash me a proud grin, before taking off again.<br /><br />Apparently, he knew what he was talking about.<br /><br />He was dying to show off his new skills to all his cousins at his Splish Splash Bash, but unfortunately kiddie pools don't lend themselves to long distance, hard core swimming. Judging from this face, I don't think he minded all that much.<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX18s5z9DI/AAAAAAAAB4c/q4rPmxUZ5Kg/s1600-h/birthday+010.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374472153531151410" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX18s5z9DI/AAAAAAAAB4c/q4rPmxUZ5Kg/s320/birthday+010.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX15W-XyQI/AAAAAAAAB38/_MJuuQx90ks/s1600-h/birthday+011.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374472096105089282" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX15W-XyQI/AAAAAAAAB38/_MJuuQx90ks/s320/birthday+011.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX48nC2HRI/AAAAAAAAB4s/SCzSJBCmaVI/s1600-h/birthday+016.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374475450493312274" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX48nC2HRI/AAAAAAAAB4s/SCzSJBCmaVI/s320/birthday+016.jpg" /></a>At the last minute, I also agreed to a party for a few of his closest friends at McDonald's, although it killed my soul to do so. I'm not really the fast food type since I'd rather eat my hand than a hamburger. But, in the end it was totally worth it because he was on top of the world. Somehow, his birthday dream had become a Ronald McDonald cake and special birthday plate, all of which came included in a very low priced birthday package.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX47wiZyjI/AAAAAAAAB4k/gyYAVWzRuZg/s1600-h/birthday+006.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374475435861723698" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX47wiZyjI/AAAAAAAAB4k/gyYAVWzRuZg/s320/birthday+006.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX172ll_yI/AAAAAAAAB4U/TIBH91zBk44/s1600-h/birthday+008.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374472138950836002" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX172ll_yI/AAAAAAAAB4U/TIBH91zBk44/s320/birthday+008.jpg" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX16AK3ebI/AAAAAAAAB4E/uF6DuU6rXz4/s1600-h/birthday+009.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374472107163351474" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX16AK3ebI/AAAAAAAAB4E/uF6DuU6rXz4/s320/birthday+009.jpg" /></a><br />Who am I to argue with that?<br /><br />Although, I feel like we should make some sort of commission off all the future birthday parties that Park's buddies will be booking due to the way he sold them on the idea based on his enthusiasm. I even heard him say, "The only way to get such a special plate and have as much fun as me is to have your very own party here. That sounds awesome, huh? Be sure you let me come because I LOVE ice cream!"<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX17IdkY-I/AAAAAAAAB4M/VzAzJqk6zso/s1600-h/birthday+007.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374472126569145314" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SpX17IdkY-I/AAAAAAAAB4M/VzAzJqk6zso/s320/birthday+007.jpg" /></a>Bridget informed me that if I gave the poor kid ice cream more often, perhaps he wouldn't feel the need to secure his place at anyones birthday party who would possibly consider inviting him. I reminded her that I was having his party at McDonald's for crying out loud, so surely she could give me props for small steps.<br /><br />Speaking of Bridget, how is it that I have not let each of you know that the world is officially ending because she actually has a BLOG now?! Sarah and I had completely given up peer pressuring her because we were in total agreement that it was a lost cause.<br /><br />And that is saying a lot since Sarah could talk a girl who hates cooking into attempting to be the next Julia Child. She has some serious gifts in the power of persuasion department. (BTW-I only know who Julia Child is since Sarah completely convinced me to see a movie about her life against my better judgement---a movie that I made sure she knew I did NOT enjoy--- do you see what I'm talking about here?<br /><br />Most of you already know and love Sarah, but if you have a chance, stop by <a href="http://www.fightingforgetting.blogspot.com/"><span style="color:#33ccff;">Bridget's blog </span></a>and get a glimpse into the life of one of my other favorite friends.<br /><br />And while you are at it, you might as well book your child a McDonald's party for their next birthday. (See, if I had Sarah's skills, you would have already done it:)Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-81274443126427540272009-08-21T00:00:00.003-05:002009-08-21T00:00:00.213-05:00In an Effort to Better Document....<div align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoyZvd-S36I/AAAAAAAAB3o/LmqPColxnPI/s1600-h/37.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371837496324972450" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoyZvd-S36I/AAAAAAAAB3o/LmqPColxnPI/s320/37.jpg" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;">37 Weeks! </span></div><div align="center"><br /><div align="left">Anyone care to speculate on the gender, weight, and birthday?<br /><br />(FYI-Park was born 8 days before his due date and weighed 8lbs 1 oz. ) This baby is due Sept. 11. If you are up for playing along , just leave your best guess as a comment. </div><br /><div align="left">Winner gets to birth the baby for me! Just kidding, kind of:)</div></div>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-89369507252720189822009-08-18T22:31:00.030-05:002009-08-19T10:37:35.528-05:00The End of an EraIt has been almost a week and I am still in shock.<br /><br />As I <a href="http://holdinglittlehands.blogspot.com/2008/10/shameful-family-secret-exposed.html"><span style="color:#33ccff;">shamefully mentioned a while back</span></a>, we had yet to do away with Park's beloved Pa (known to most as the pacifier) when it came to sleeping. My intention all along was to do away with it on his third birthday, but as that day came and went I could not bring myself to do it.<br /><br />During that time, we had been facing about 10 months of infertility and the idea of forcing my already too grown up only child to give up his solitary tie to babyhood was too daunting of a task. Chris offered to take matters into his own hands, but I pleaded for an extension.<br /><br />He happily obliged me because he is a smart man that knows when Momma isn't happy, nobody is happy.<br /><br />Around the time Park turned 3 and 1/2, I found out I was finally pregnant. And although this seemed like the prime time to dispose of the bad habit, I decided I was too tired to worry with it and gave myself a May deadline. Chris saw the writing on the wall when May came and went and Park's nightimes were still filled with round-the clock, blissful sucking.<br /><br />And to make matters worse, I showed no remorse whatsoever. I think Chris finally realized the gravity of the situation when I shared with him that a friend had told me kids lose the desire to suck at age 7. After all, what could be the harm in waiting another 4 years?<br /><br />Enter private discussions between Park and his Daddy.<br /><br />So, imagine my surprise when Park woke up the morning of his 4th birthday to announce he was so big he no longer needed a Pa. He nonchalantly gathered his aged, dilapidated friends and made the executive decision to throw them all in the pond.<br /><br />I'm not going to lie, my heart was in my throat. Did he realize the finality of his actions? Could he live with this come nightfall? Would any of us ever sleep again?<br /><br />After voicing my concerns, perhaps Chris had a point when he delicately mentioned that it might not be <em>Park</em> that had the addiction, after all.<br /><br />As I had promised Park months before, we let him pick out his favorite Pa and took him to the Build-A-Bear workshop to choose any stuffed animal his little heart desired to store <strike>my </strike>his beloved treasure inside. Before placing the Pa within the hand of the carefully chosen bunny, I asked him if he wanted to suck it one last time. (All the while, ignoring the eye roll coming from Chris' direction that seemed to ask me, "Would <em>YOU</em> like to suck it one last time?")<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMdL2ifrI/AAAAAAAAB3A/fpAN1GLjKsI/s1600-h/Bubba+002.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371682151083441842" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMdL2ifrI/AAAAAAAAB3A/fpAN1GLjKsI/s320/Bubba+002.jpg" /></a> Park replied with an underwhelming, "Sure. Why not?" After 4 years of being tied to this beloved item, <em>THIS</em> was all the enthusiasm he could muster??? After sucking it for about .05 seconds he happily shoved it in my hand and announced, "Ok-I'm Done."<br /><br />Who WAS this kid????<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMcdsYQ6I/AAAAAAAAB24/sj_qkrBxbiM/s1600-h/Bubba+001.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371682138692797346" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMcdsYQ6I/AAAAAAAAB24/sj_qkrBxbiM/s320/Bubba+001.jpg" /></a><span style="color:#33ccff;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <em>* Please note that his favorite Pa just so happens to be a little on the feminine side. After they discontinued the brand he LOVED so dearly, Aunt Challi remarkably found them online, but all they had were girl pacifiers! He didn't seem to mind.</em></span></span><br /><br />And before I could change my mind, I tearfully handed it to the stuffing worker, who thoughtfully reminded me if this doesn't work I could simply cut it out, and watched as Pa was transformed into a stuffed bunny. She handed it over to us with sympathy in her eyes, but not before whispering to me, "May God bless you all tonight."<br /><br />Clearly, she was a Momma who has disposed of a pacifier before.<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMeWWdtEI/AAAAAAAAB3I/KA6kRofgDUQ/s1600-h/Bubba+003.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371682171081569346" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMeWWdtEI/AAAAAAAAB3I/KA6kRofgDUQ/s320/Bubba+003.jpg" /></a> <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMfUjAx6I/AAAAAAAAB3Q/JrW-Xk7psXQ/s1600-h/Bubba+006.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371682187777197986" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMfUjAx6I/AAAAAAAAB3Q/JrW-Xk7psXQ/s320/Bubba+006.jpg" /></a> Park was ecstatic and despite several precious name suggestions from me, such as Pa Baby or Fluffy Love, he proudly announced that his new lovey would be called "Bubba Bunny!!!!"<br /><br />Allrightythen.<br /><br />And just like that, we left the store with Bubba (and his birth certificate) in hand. The fact that Bubba shared Park's birthday was icing on his little cake.<br /><br />We headed out to the Highland Village Balloon Festival, where he proudly introduced Bubba to Grandma and Grandpa. And as we returned home that evening, Park and Bubba curled up for the night without so much as a protest. They held hands until morning.<br /><br />And with the exception of one mention of Pa (more of a remembrance than asking for it), every night since then has been equally as smooth sailing.<br /><br />At least for him. Like it or not, my precious Park is growing up.<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">We are so proud of you, Big Boy!</span> <span style="font-size:85%;">(Welcome to the family, Bubba:)</span></span> </div></div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMgPwoCRI/AAAAAAAAB3Y/km1gNHnVgkw/s1600-h/Bubba+008.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371682203671988498" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SowMgPwoCRI/AAAAAAAAB3Y/km1gNHnVgkw/s320/Bubba+008.jpg" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-55654326195060451362009-08-14T00:00:00.001-05:002009-08-14T00:10:47.960-05:00Park's 4th Birthday Love LetterMy Precious Bubby,<br /><br />Yesterday you told me that you are having trouble remembering being a baby. Not to worry, sweet boy, for me it seems like it was just five minutes ago. I, on the other hand, am having trouble believing that you are turning FOUR today!<br /><br />Every year of your life, I have written you a love letter on your birthday in hopes of someday leaving you a small glimpse of how crazy I am about you. If I can sum up this last year in one word, it would have to be maturity. I am blown away at how grown up you have become.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSLwxqGHjI/AAAAAAAAB2Q/8RGEYtmZ_yA/s1600-h/pandm+002.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369570325812354610" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSLwxqGHjI/AAAAAAAAB2Q/8RGEYtmZ_yA/s320/pandm+002.jpg" /></a>It is not to say that there have not been bumps along the road, but I am definitely seeing glimpses of your desire to be obedient and hunger to stay within the limits Daddy and I set for you. It is also amazing to see you share toys so willingly and play so well with your friends (most of the time:). It wasn't all that long ago that, well, how can I put this nicely? Um, let's just say that was not always the case.<br /><br />Make no mistake, though, your personality is still gravely passionate. There is an intensity about you that sets you apart from others your age and your energy level is non-stop. You are full of drive, exuberance for life, and I've never met a little man that likes to work so hard. You do everything wholeheartedly, feel things deeply, and nothing will deter you from obtaining something you set your mind to.<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSNKWD1XoI/AAAAAAAAB2Y/-UYOG0SKey4/s1600-h/.000+260.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369571864592342658" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSNKWD1XoI/AAAAAAAAB2Y/-UYOG0SKey4/s320/.000+260.jpg" /></a>Speaking of your mind, it NEVER stops working. Naps have become a thing of the past this year because relaxing does not come easy to you. I can't tell you the number of times you have called me into your room while trying to fall asleep to ask me about a question you are pondering from earlier in the day or to remind me of something we need to do the next day. You are keenly observant and quick to tell me I have run a yellow light or that we've taken a wrong turn. You often follow those comments with, "Mommy, maybe you should just let me drive."<br /><br />Soon enough, sweet boy, soon enough.<br /><br />This year has also been filled with a quest for knowledge. You are insatiably curious and exceptionally easy to teach. You are like a little sponge that soaks up everything you have ever been told and hold onto it for dear life. You love anything to do with letters, sounds and rhyming and have become quite impressive at reading. One of your favorite things is for me to combine the words you know into silly sentences. You also love to sound out new words and often say things like, "OOH! Look at sneaky E on the end of that word... you can't trick me sneaky E!" However, it drives you nuts when certain words "don't follow the rules!"<br /><br />You will start preschool two days a week in September and you are very excited at all the possibilities that lie ahead. It was a hard decision to put you in because, selfishly,I will miss you terribly. But, I know that you will love it and it will fulfill that growing desire in you to play with friends and experience the world around you. I can hardly wait to hear all the fun stories you are sure to come home with.<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSNL7dt-BI/AAAAAAAAB2o/xB4eykl-4E8/s1600-h/.000+262.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369571891812890642" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSNL7dt-BI/AAAAAAAAB2o/xB4eykl-4E8/s320/.000+262.jpg" /></a>And speaking of September, you are anxiously anticipating becoming a big brother. You are so in love with this little person in my stomach and completely convinced it is your long awaited brother. Boy or girl, this baby is going to be so blessed to have you as their sibling. I have no doubt that you will be fiercely protective and extremely hands on. You have told me on several occasions, "Mommy when our baby comes, you can take longs naps, while I rock him. I can even change all the diapers if you want." Who could pass up that offer?<br /><br />In truth, Daddy and I are soaking up these last few weeks of having you as our one and only. We can only imagine how incredible it will be to love another life as much as we love you. And to see you love that little one right alongside us is a dream come true.<br /><br />Some things from the previous years have not changed a bit. You are a Daddy's boy through and through. There is nothing you love more than the special adventures Daddy takes you on every Friday morning. The two of you spend enormous chunks of time together on a regular basis that usually involves being dirty and stinky. Daddy is an amazing teacher and you are learning how to be a man from the greatest one I know. For that, I am eternally thankful.<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSKqhNTUqI/AAAAAAAAB2A/uwOVQfFBTT8/s1600-h/fathers+day+095.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369569118805775010" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSKqhNTUqI/AAAAAAAAB2A/uwOVQfFBTT8/s320/fathers+day+095.jpg" /></a>Baseball and fishing also still rank high among your favorites and the sum of how you spend your time reflects that. Another thing you have come to LOVE this year is racing. You have always loved to run and been exceptionally competitive and the combination of those two ideas has culminated into challenging anyone and everyone you know to a race. Daddy is your favorite competitor and you often tell him in delighted giggles, "You are going DOWN!"<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSNLGh1IQI/AAAAAAAAB2g/fcHlb4_GQ3E/s1600-h/.000+259.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369571877603057922" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SoSNLGh1IQI/AAAAAAAAB2g/fcHlb4_GQ3E/s320/.000+259.jpg" /></a>Last but not least, you also LOVE our neighbor's dog, Bella. You frequently visit with her by standing on our retaining wall and hoisting yourself up our fence. I've caught you two in some pretty intense conversations and you've also been known to bring her a treat or two throughout the day.<br /><br />Park, you are truly a joy to love. You have stretched me, grown me, and because of you I have learned to be a better mother. We continue to pray that God will use you in mighty ways as He molds and shapes you into a man after His own heart. You are a precious gift in our lives and we do not take the responsibility of raising you lightly. Happy Birthday, Parkie Pooh!<br /><br />Love,<br />MommyBrittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-9021211015649349672009-08-02T21:28:00.023-05:002009-08-02T23:03:39.706-05:00Patience is a VirtueYes, I am still alive. <br /><br />My blog, on the other hand, seems to be dying a slow death. The good news is I have a longstanding track record of eventually reviving her. I may desert her unintentionally for a month here or there, but she can always count on me coming back.<br /><br />Don't you like how I just made my blog female? But if she weren't a girl, she certainly would have gotten fed up with my wordiness a long time ago and found a way to delete my ramblings. Wait- it does seem like there have been some times when I've started writing some post and a mysterious "error" occurs and deletes everything I've spent the last hour sharing. Hmmmm-definitely something to think about.<br /><br />Moving on.<br /><br />Remember that calm, sweet baby I raved about carrying last time I posted? Well, it turns out I didn't give him/her enough credit for the punch it can pack. Definitely, not as strong as big brother Park was in the womb, but still enough to keep me on my toes. Regardless, I'm treasuring each (pounding) movement as the days draw closer until we meet face to face.<br /><br />I'm currently closing in on 35 weeks, which has suddenly brought me to the realization that I actually have to BIRTH this child. If you are one of those precious women who "sneezed" your baby out, I truly am happy for you. But just to be real, after 5 and 1/2 long hours of all natural pushing with Park, all that jazz about "not remembering the pain" definitely does not ring true for me. And although I'm choosing a drug free birth again this time around, 4 years hasn't been long enough to erase some vivid mental images that I'd assume not recall. <br /><br />God and I have had some serious tutorials on the verse, <em>"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."</em><br /><br />I'm clinging to that one for dear life.<br /><br />And on another positive note, most of the trauma I remember was not the actual birth, but the postpartum pain. And every loving girlfriend I have has PROMISED me that the second child recovery is night and day better than the first. If they are lying through their teeth, please don't tell me unless you are volunteering to birth my baby. <br /><br />And if that is the case, I totally accept your offer.<br /><br />Park is going to make the best big brother. We were in the car the other day when I caught a glimpse of him talking in a low voice and acting something out. When I asked what he was doing he shyly replied that he was practicing shushing his brother and giving him his "pa" (our family love name for pacifier.) "This little guy can get loud, but I have just the right touch," he declared. Clearly, this kid has no confidence.<br /><br />It truly was so sweet that I decided to just skip over the whole conversation about how it could be a sister. It's like talking to a wall.<br /><br />But just so I don't paint a skewed picture, I should also mention that as precious as he is, he is still learning that patience is a virtue. (But, then again, who isn't, right?) Chris and I have been discussing with him the importance of waiting on things and not demanding our own way. A few days ago I had a chance to reinforce this lesson when he was waiting by the door for Chris to get home from work. <br /><br />"Where is Daddy? He's never going to get here and I'm ready to play with him!!! I have been so patient, but this is the slowest family I have ever had!" he exclaimed. <br /><br />Confused as to what he was referring to, I asked him to clarify and here was his response:<br /><br />"Well, Daddy's truck is so slow and our baby is taking forever to get here, too. Being patient just makes me tired!!... (thoughtful pause)... But, NOT the kind of tired that means I should go to bed early, though."<br /><br />I know the feeling, little man, but some things are worth the wait.<br /><br />And for the record, he <em>was </em>the kind of tired that required an early bed time. Or at least I was the kind of tired that required him to have an early bed time. <br /><br />(After getting some time to play with daddy, of course:)Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com97tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-64582280898156043462009-07-06T08:40:00.008-05:002009-07-06T09:52:04.124-05:00HappeningsI keep having such high hopes that I will get inspired and finally update my blog with a cute post on all that's been going on in the last few weeks. Since that hasn't happened, I present to you some bullet point highlights....<br /><br />- Park has become a fish. He loves to swim all ends of the pool and adores everything about the water. As long as he has a life jacket on, that is. <br /><br />When I approached the subject of swimming lessons to teach him how to swim without the assistance of a floatation device, his response was, "That sounds really fun, but let's do that next summer. I really don't want to drown until AFTER my fourth birthday."<br /><br />Which brings me to my next subject.<br /><br />- Park's fourth birthday party. Now if you've read this blog over the years, you might remember that Chris and I are all about the big crazy themed, backyard birthday bashes. We look forward to it as much as Park does. <br /><br />However, this year I will be 36 weeks pregnant in the August heat of Texas and we've decided to opt for an intimate family party. (With Park having 3 sets of grandparents, 10 aunts and uncles, and 9 cousins, I realize "intimate" is a relative word.) Per his request, we will be having a "Splish Splash Bash", including splash pools, slip -n- slides, and lots of summer yummies. So, in essence, we've opted for a modified big crazy themed backyard bash. Clearly, I'm incapable of simple.<br /><br />- Last week Challi and I took our four boys on a road trip for an extended visit to Lolli and Pops'. (Based on the mass chaos of destruction we bring, assault might be a better term than visit.) <br /><br />We took the kids to the beach while we were there and spent lots of time enjoying extended family. We wanted our 89 year old Grandma, or Mamma as we call her, to meet Challi's newest addition and supposedly it is my last time to travel that far before the baby comes. (However, I can't promise anything considering Chris and I flew to Naples, Florida when I was 37 weeks pregnant with Park:) <br /><br />- Park has taken to the phrase, "My bad." He loves to find a reason to use this term, including (but not limited to) when he throws the ball over my head, forgets to clean up his toys, or accidentally steps on my foot. My favorite is when he gets confused as to who is actually at fault and asks, "Is that my bad or your bad?" <br /><br />-I am between my 30th and 31st week of pregnancy and still feeling great. This baby is the best little guest. Park used to kick so hard that I feared he might actually knock me out of bed, yet this baby rolls and moves in a way that is actually somewhat soothing. Dare I dream for a calm presence in our home? Either way, we know God is preparing just the right child for our family.<br /><br />Well, I think that's a wrap for today. Hopefully that inspiration for a cute post will come soon, but thank goodness for bullet points until then. Too bad I don't actually know how to make them on blogger, but dashes get the job done, too.<br /><br />And now, I'm off to catch up on reading what all of <em>you</em> have been up to this summer.Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-66954743290122245992009-06-21T01:00:00.002-05:002009-06-21T01:00:02.511-05:00Big Shoes<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Sj0i6YzAhzI/AAAAAAAAB1g/KKnO6hGleRA/s1600-h/fathers+day+004.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Sj0i6YzAhzI/AAAAAAAAB1g/KKnO6hGleRA/s320/fathers+day+004.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349470318870169394" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Sj0i6KZzySI/AAAAAAAAB1Y/fAgtflObz94/s1600-h/fathers+day+001.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/Sj0i6KZzySI/AAAAAAAAB1Y/fAgtflObz94/s320/fathers+day+001.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349470315006380322" /></a><br />Happy Father's Day, Chris!<br /><br />I am constantly blown away by what an amazing father you are to Park and can hardly wait to see that same bond develop between you and our newest blessing. Thank you for being a teacher, encourager, provider, investor, role model and so much more. <br /><br />I adore how you love to spend so much time with Park, constantly shaping the man he will become. Your example as his earthly father is giving him such a clear picture of the love his Heavenly Father has for him. You amaze me more every day.<br /><br />We love you!Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8555089897918282960.post-71651512533118844882009-06-12T14:51:00.005-05:002009-06-12T15:05:50.181-05:00Slip And Slide!<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjKz48d_RNI/AAAAAAAAB0w/H1ZIah3Jzg8/s1600-h/slip+005.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346533498528154834" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjKz48d_RNI/AAAAAAAAB0w/H1ZIah3Jzg8/s320/slip+005.jpg" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjKz4WWKAVI/AAAAAAAAB0o/OZ8N2AGFYEc/s1600-h/slip+004.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346533488294756690" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjKz4WWKAVI/AAAAAAAAB0o/OZ8N2AGFYEc/s320/slip+004.jpg" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjKz3wHpSAI/AAAAAAAAB0g/iwA0dandu1g/s1600-h/slip+006.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346533478033344514" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjKz3wHpSAI/AAAAAAAAB0g/iwA0dandu1g/s320/slip+006.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjKz5LJtFPI/AAAAAAAAB04/L0iCi7b9MbY/s1600-h/slip+008.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346533502469608690" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjKz5LJtFPI/AAAAAAAAB04/L0iCi7b9MbY/s320/slip+008.jpg" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjK0sbnw4bI/AAAAAAAAB1I/Ip5WbI9Err4/s1600-h/slip+007.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kptwW1f8S4k/SjK0sbnw4bI/AAAAAAAAB1I/Ip5WbI9Err4/s320/slip+007.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346534383063982514" /></a>Brittani's Holding Little Handshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15402628569360581561noreply@blogger.com3